
Generations
When I decided to step outside my comfort zone to take a public speaking class, I hoped this experience would teach me more about who I am. In just two classes, I’ve learned a great deal about myself, which is both wonderful and frustrating.

Everything Will Fall Into Place…
“You’ve just beaten cancer, now everything will fall into place….” were the words my younger brother said to me a few moments after I told him I’d been declared cancer-free on the 5th of November, 2021.

Travels in Perspective
It’s funny how it takes a visit to a previous life path to fully see where my life needs to be - a needed perspective on life’s purpose. On my return, though, I realised how much I needed to be in a forest as I didn’t realise I needed those trees until I travelled to the school, which is surrounded by tall trees on the edge of the forest. I will try to be in the woods more here in Hertfordshire, as the healing peace from trees is a breath of fresh air, especially after these long, dark winter months.

Live In The Moment
While organising photos from the last two weeks, it feels as if a lot has been going on, so it makes sense why I’ve felt so tired lately. These photos of my recent Friday Lates Drawing Class at the V&A were again taken by my ever-talented friend Wen Xue, who has a knack for capturing me in some fascinating poses! I’m so grateful for these wonderful photos, which had me reflecting on this life I have now and how fortunate I feel to have been gifted with life after cancer.

Of Seeking Inner Peace
January has felt like a strong storm, bringing me many frustrating and inspiring challenges. I recognise this is a time of learning, acceptance, and letting go. Amid the bruised wintery grey skies and the few days of piercing winter sun, it also seems astonishing that I’ve not walked into the woods or stood to draw on the edge of the fields for an entire month. I long for spring and the gentle, warmer sun; my flat is filled with flowers to combat this need.

New Blog Posting Schedule…
With a new year comes a new blog post schedule because I’ve realised I need to budget my time more sensibly, and so I have more to write about. Instead of weekly blog posts every Tuesday, I’m going to write one blog post every other week, still on a Tuesday, and see if that improves things.